It just dawned on me that I don't really think I am enough. It is a struggle to get rid of anything because I am holding on for dear life as if I need it to exist. I realize that it is a silly way of thinking but its like I am having an out of body experience. Every once in a while I have to walk away from the project and regroup because I am feeling real fear. As if letting go of anything will break me. Umm, no. One thing I know for certain is my strength. It is just a process to change a way of thinking that I didn't even know existed. I really AM enough; I am just proving it.
Remember when I mentioned that I was a paper hoarder? Today I threw away bills that were from 1997. That is almost 18 YEARS! WHAAAATT? It really is affirmation that I must do this. I need to follow through. I crave what is on the other side of this mess I have created.
Another realization I had today was that organization makes everything simpler. DUH!
A great read I thought I would share. (Click here ;) )
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